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Tuesday, Jun. 13, 2006: 3:41 a.m.
I�ve recently had the most depressing epiphany. I�ve never in my life known exactly what I wanted to be; but I�ve always wanted to do the same thing. Every job I�ve ever been interested in (i.e. teacher, singer, actress, masseuse, cosmetologist, psychiatrist, etc.); they�re all the same. I�ve always wanted to help people feel better.
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Tuesday, Jun. 13, 2006: 3:41 a.m.
I�ve recently had the most depressing epiphany. I�ve never in my life known exactly what I wanted to be; but I�ve always wanted to do the same thing. Every job I�ve ever been interested in (i.e. teacher, singer, actress, masseuse, cosmetologist, psychiatrist, etc.); they�re all the same. I�ve always wanted to help people feel better.
This misery, this unhappiness that I�ve been experiencing is nothing new. I�ve always wanted to be the things that make me feel better. I�ve never wanted people to have to feel what I was feeling; and these were the things that made me feel better. These were the things that made me feel like living.
Do you know what I�ve never wanted to be?
A mother.
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